Father watch me fall Witness my mistakes I have lost it all I'm about to break Before the sound of dawn I turned my back on you The life in me was gone
The air's so thick It blurs my vision I can't think straight In this condition This dim lit hall Is stretching further Not knowing What I might discover
Don't want to lie to you Don't want to cause you pain But it's all I ever do And it's driving me insane So how much deeper will I sink So how much further
You see it - I'm in it One man freak show Walk by me - Excite me Moving real slow Can't accept it, a comical parade Can't accept it, part of the charade
Know how it came to this The hit on me his kiss Stripped of all dignity - The Man I set him up - He brought me in Portrayed the goon to trust - Befriend
Look in the mirror Does it look familiar Cannot put my finger Why he kinda looks like me Used to like hooking up with you After waking first thing I
Sometime after five I don't know what I've done But I put my car in drive And I'm blinded by the sun In my rearview mirror The colors start to fade
Like a stranger in the waiting Her arrogance a sure foot in Could blow her cover If I warned them Letting them know She's not who she pretends My stomach
Working so hard What are you getting out of this Commitment, have many nice things But there's no time to take a rest And you're spent In the moment
I lay awake I'm feeling weak Not sure I can go on Please take me far There's nothing I can give All I had is gone Buildings fell Stealing people's dreams
Seems that we've lost our innocence The pulpit the teachers Have warned us Blindly accepting Their words as truth And taking advantage of our trust
Ahh, ahh, ahh Lead me to the oceans white sands Ahh, ahh, ahh Where I can catch myself Ahh, ahh, ahh Let the water cool and soothe me Ahh, ahh, ahh A