I wonder why when I was young everyone seemed like they had a smile, now it seems like it's the opposite and I wonder I remember lying in my bed, angry
Sometimes it gets just so hard To realize what I'm doing Because I feel like I'm Sticking out so much but You're still in my heart And on my mind You
Writing in my diary Right before I go to sleep Trying to collect my thoughts Of which are all in disarray I write down love and hate and Everything that
I have no concept of why you left because you failed to show me what was on your mind and now Every time the phone rings I wonder if you're calling
I decided that if I could Do things on my own then I'd be fine I woke up everyday In the pursuit of my own happiness. Every night I fell asleep Unsatisfied
It's kind of funny how it works But as soon as I left All the days that we spent Came back to me So I sat down real still With your letter in my hand
you'll always be inside my thoughts cause I can keep things perfect there the way it could have been if this life is a game then I wonder if we could
these are my afterthoughts of when i am far beyond wishing, there's something missing. no longer focusing on everything of which revolves around me,
You know I stayed up all night In the dimmest light Everyone else was outta sight I had so much to confide to your heart And you know well it seemed
